This Little Goth Girl Just Had a Birthdaay!!

Yes, I just had my 22nd birthday! I could ramble for days about the negative events that took place during the days surrounding my special day….but i won't.

My lovely fiance bought me an xpert xpole! This piece of stainless steel has been an object I've had my dark little heart set on for over 5 years! I could not, and still can't, express how amazingly impressed and dazed by this act of kindness on his part. My lips move, but there are no words to describe how happy that makes me!

Now, for those of you who are wondering how the xpert is as far as quality and if it really makes a difference…it does, it truly does.
The xpert has a spinning/static option, thats 2 in 1. I need the stainless steel because of my sensitive skin, and its amazing! At first, the set up seemed kind of ridiculous but once my brain decided to work it was easy peasy. I'll talk more about it later.

THEN! My sister/wife/mother-of-my-children aka bestest best friend since we were like 5, sent me 3 very wonderful gifts in the mail. I, once again, am speechless! I want to kick her butt then kiss it! lol. Really though, what am I to do with these lovely people whom spoil me every chance they get?!

Though, my future seems hazy, it is nothing to fear. Even if death should take me too soon, or if life kicks me too hard, happiness should consume me with every breath I take. With every beat of my tattered heart, it shall whisper the names of the people who save me from disaster.

Thank you for always being there for me.